The friendships i have shared with many special individuals have really gone very deep in this past semester.

However, after the school ended, i guess we kinda drifted apart. Its just like a cave, in which we are trapped in, beside one another, however, we can't shout, and it is too dark to even see one another. 

This is really saddening. However, if it ever meant that much, i guess the people in whom i can call friends should understand. Well, at least that is my hope. The ever small hope in which i can cling onto.

I guess to me, the term "best friends forever" does not exist anymore. I only believe in true close friends. I  believe that true friendship isnt something that needs to be broadcasted to the whole world by a silly status such as BFF and whatnot, at least, now i believe in that. I used to think it was meant to be really special,but now, I'm starting to think that it is the beginning for disaster.

Well, i have thought this over, a lot. It's no more the "blame game" for me anymore. I mean, Grow up!

I recount a lot on the fun times we have had, taking silly photo's , and even having a stupid rule made by me to eat together at least 3 times a week. Yeah, it was really fun having that special friendship with you. Laughing and never fail to be distracted from all those stress we should be feeling because of problems other places.

I believe its not the quantity of time being spent with each and every individual friend i have out there, its really the quality. In which i think i have never failed. Quantity wise, i could always be going out with a group of friends to the club, dancing and shaking the stress away, but really does it mean that the time spent is quality time, i hope to think again.

So well, i urge you guys, my friends, to you know, like me for who i am, and even the flaws i have. Do not desert me, stick with me and guide me out of them, it can be frustrating, but i guess thats what a true friend does.

I would like to say thanks to a few people who have been by my side for the many years of my life. Jovian Chng, Melissa Huels and also Mark Lim. You guys have been there for me for so many years stuck through me, thick and thin, and i thank you guys, ever so much with my heart and soul.

Another mention would be Matthew, he has really guided me a lot, and helped me make difficult decisions.

Enough of that topic, I have actually found the girl i really like, I shouldn't disclose her name and anything as we are still unattached. I guess what i really would want to do is to give it some time, before making any first moves. I know that's what a healthy relationship needs. Really.

As my true friends should know by now, i do not plunge into a relationship just because i am rash. Thus, ill give it as much time as it needs, and when it blossoms, well, i guess it would be stronger that way.

Anyways, with all my heart and soul, i shall end my post here, I have said everything i have wanted to, and to you friend, its your utmost decision.

And i respect it.

-Brandon